21/12/06

// feeling :: hopeless
// prayer for :: Sat celebration

I went to work again this morning. Found out that we sold like 88 pralines the day before in Yvonne's and my shift.

Lunch was yesterday's cup noodles =P I left it at the shop yesterday night.

Anyway I got my pay today. Didnt expect it. But when I saw how much I managed to earn in 20 days my heart sank.

My mood went downhill from there. Went to buy a chocolate cheese tart to cheer myself up. Walked out and there was a blackout in Giant.

On the way home it started pouring with rain.

I laughed to myself, wondering if the devil was mocking me or that heaven was sharing my burden.

I felt so hopeless on the way home. I was wondering what am I going to do.

I owe Dec tithe. Jan building fund? Either I need to get another parttime job or I get a fulltime job which may jeopardize my future svc days and cgm days.

So much for wanting to go shopping.

17 days to turning 18.